[BM] Sebuah Risalah Pinangan Maya

بسم الله والصلاة والسلام على رسول الله

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Moga senantiasa keluargamu dalam naungan Yang Maha Pemurah & Yang Maha Penyayang.

Biar jelas, tulisan ini sememangnya ditulis oleh aku sendiri, dan ditujukan kepadamu.

Sebelum kau teruskan pembacaan, aku mohon agar kau baca bersendirian dan fahamkan terlebih dahulu sebelum kau hadapkan tulisan ini kepada orang yang kau benar-benar percayai.

Sejenis coretan yang tidak pernah dihantar melalui emel apatah lagi ditulis kepada sesiapa pun. Hairan juga apabila ianya dalam bentuk separa formal. Takut kelu lidah menuturkan, maka sudilah kiranya ianya dalam bentuk risalah maya.

Aku harap kali ini, perkara ini jelas antara kau dan aku. Terus, tulisan ini pada aku, sebagai suatu pertanyaan kepada tuan punya diri berkenaan dengan soal hati.

[Eng] Review: Prognosis

Prognosis by JackNaim
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

When reading as civilian, I could catch only a glimpse of what it takes to be a doctor. Not seeing the backstage of what has going on in each department, especially involving saving & dealing with lives at stake.

When reading as a medical student, I could put these as an encouragement and requirement of becoming a doctor. Never have the superficial daily sight of a doctor could possibly enough to tell their story and what they have been through, but their in-sight is what gave the push for us.

When reading as junior doctor, it would be a reminder of where I have stand beforehand and with just a minute piece of knowledge I hold to become a doctor. None still would be adequate, even till I am now, as I am still required to gain more and more, thus walk forward to achieve it.

Should I read these as a senior doctor, still it could be all of the above as a remembrances of what I have went just to become one.

Salute.

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[Eng] As a kid, how Manga & Anime helps me to see the world

I like manga and anime. Only of certain type that is. 

The one with  storyline that are breath-taking. Plots lay out that was mind boggling. 

Well of course, if they are not that good, it would not go worldwide. Salute to the mind that in charge of making them. 

Even worth to say that the one have political intentions of changing the world. Yes, they made our children & teenagers, to be involved to change the world.

Might not an instant change but accordingly. In their own pace, to their own eras.

[Photo/Eng] Thank You For Your Wishes

There goes my 25th birthday, Alhamdulillah,
Here on I've passed the first quarter from a decade of life,
All praised are directed solely to Allah, most worthy to be worshiped.
No one knows except His if I could reach my third,
Knowing that, we, should always remember about our lives.

Years goes by, teaching about things to think,
Others comes by, giving about love to love,
Unitedly or divided, let the rest flows by.

All I could say, I'll always appreciate those who,
Lend their precious money, time, knowledge and space,
Letting me know that how much value of life is.

[BM] Kau Bukan Lilin

Takkan kusetuju lilin sebagai kiasan
Katanya baktimu korbankan diri,
Masaku dahulu kau telah beri kesan,
Generasi baru kau jua yang memberi.

Andai lilin itu ibarat dikau,
Butalah jelata bila dipadamkan,
Andai itu sahaja fungsi dikau,
Tiada erti jika tak dibakarkan.

[BM] 13 Mei bagiku

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani,

Cukup-cukuplah aku berharap akan isu perkauman sempit yang saban hari dilaungkan oleh orang yang mengimpikan huru-hara. Dek kerana laungan mereka mencetus kegelisahan mereka sendiri. Tiada apa yang perlu dirisaukan peristiwa 13 Mei 1969 dahulu berulang kembali, melainkan puak ini juga yang rindukan sangat hari itu menjadi.

13 Mei 2013, Perlukah Berulang?

Aku tak maksudkan isu politik negara dalam teks kali ini. Aku tak maksudkan soal huru-hara sejarah lama. Aku maksudkan peristiwa yang dilalui kami sekeluarga. Pinjaman Allah diseru pulang kepada-Nya. Ayah kesayanganku, menyahut seruan itu.

(Iaitu) orang-orang yang apabila mereka ditimpa oleh sesuatu kesusahan, mereka berkata: "Sesungguhnya kami adalah kepunyaan Allah dan kepada Allah jualah kami kembali." (Surah Al-Baqarah: 156)

[BM/Video] Ucapan Graduan

Video ini ditayang semasa majlis graduasi kami, 23 Februari 2013. Hasil tungkus lumus sahabat yang buat rakaman & susun atur klip sebagai tayangan umum.

 

[Eng] We Have Graduated Yeah!

We come with high hopes
Endlessly strives together

Home, we left family and friends
Awhile, but felt forever
Voluntarily, but might unwillingly
Especially when they are the most beloved

Giving our very best
Realizing we’re handling Amanah
Amanah of family, community & Addeen
Dua’ we prayed Almighty
Upon Him we seek guidance
Alhamdulillah for granting our wishes
Things we once dreamt
Ever did we only sought
Did never should stop to hope

Yours truly passing this baton
Encouraging all to work harder
All our beloved juniors
Hope in time we meet again

(written on: 10.30am, 8 February 2012)

[BM] Bengkak Dipukul

Tempohari, tiba-tiba teringin membaca karya tulisan sendiri dalam blog ini. Gara-gara penangan dari beberapa peristiwa yang mempertikaikan tahap rasional serta unsur seni dalam kotak minda (akan aku huraikan ini kemudian nanti)

[ENG/ Video] Politics to a child

While surfing through Youtube for comedy and of course spending my leisure time, I stumbled upon this video. Its about how kids react to politics. USA presidential election 2012 to be exact. As their country accepts the presidential debate before hand, it also gave some opportunity of the family members to discuss some of the agenda brought up at home. A chance for their children to know, as it is broadcast nationwide.

It's good to know children too aware about politics as they grew up. It shows how they think and how they wanted the country steered with. For a child to be early expose to the importance of leadership & running the country, also will provide the child better information on how to become one.

[ENG] Preparing for the best

It puts effort to step forward
Yet much more to initiate it
Though the path is surely hard
But do hope that never be strayed

Any path is really intriguing
Always no description from the start
Perhaps another route worth choosing
It's me who make it good or bad 

I don't like to walk aimlessly
It shows other that I'm lost
Nor to take my goal carelessly
Which definitely loose much cost

I do need some push
Helping me to move and confront
I don't care who should
Foe or friend, there always will be one

Family and friends indeed
Are the one helping the enlightenment
Or perhaps enemies opposing me
Teaching me to deal clash of arguments

Behind any great story
There are characters which participates
Everyone plays a part, don't worry
It's them I should appreciates

Others have given theirs
Now what's left, is just me
Preparing myself for the best
Fulfilling the goals I dream to be

[BM] Syukur Kau Tolak Aku Kehadapan

Alhamdulillah, sepanjang perjalanan dalam hidup ini, saya diberikan peluang untuk sentiasa bergerak maju kehadapan. Daya bergerak itu pula adalah dengan bantuan daya dari sekeliling saya. Percayalah, jika bukan sebab ada yang tolak saya kehadapan, tidak mungkin mampu saya kekal bergerak maju. Apa kaitan kesan tolak dengan saya yang maju kehadapan?

Segala daya di sekeliling saya

Saya dikelilingi dengan pelbagai 'daya' (force) yang membantu saya hingga kini. Daya-daya ini sama ada:

• Pimpin (leading)
• Angkat (lifting)
• Tujahan (thrusting)
• Heret (draging)
• Beban ke bawah (pulling down)
• Tolak (pushing)

Maaflah jika penjelasan formula saya dari sudut fizik terlalu umum mahupun salah. Tapi benar pada saya, ianya amat membantu untuk saya terus berjalan biarpun perlahan, harapnya biarlah ke arah yang diimpikan, Insyallah.

[BM] Aku Si Gagal

"Sungguh melayu pantang dicabar. Pantang lagi bila dikutuk dikeji." Ehem, dah selalu sangat dengar ayat ini, tapi, jauh-jauh boleh kot cakap macam ini, bila dekat-dekat takut juga. Sekadar intro untuk entri kali ini. Insyallah berkait dengan kejayaan kita di muka bumi Allah ini.

Siapa tak benci bila diberi gelaran yang kita tidak suka. Macam-macam gelaran boleh kita 'terima'. Hodoh, muka buruk, pemalas, sombong, dengki, lembab, kuat merajuk, katak, penguin, tikus, pendek, gemuk, boroi apa lagi nak? Tapi boleh lagi kita beri toleransi untuk sebahagian perkataan tadi, mungkin atas sebab 'menghampiri' sifat yang ada pada diri. Saya tekankan perkataan "sebahagian", biar jelas.

Bagaimana pula jika 'sifat' yang terpalit pada kita itu adalah kerana satu kegagalan yang kita hadapi?

"Woi, budak gagal"

"Ek eleh, dapat E, ko tengok aku, A siot"

"Dah terhantuk baru nak tergadah, baru padan muka kau"

Pantang sungguh bila diri digelar 'si gagal' oleh orang lain. Mau tidaknya, bukan hari-hari kita gagal. Entah-entah untuk isu itu hanya sekali sahaja kita rasai. Jadi, buat apa perlu saya hairankan kalau mendapat sekali dua kegagalan dalam mata pelajaran sebagai contoh. Adakah ianya merangkumi kegagalan diri saya sendiri dalam seluruh kehidupan?

[Eng] Experience of Other's

Life is sure short even between us as the creation of God we didn't know when will be our turn to be called by the 'angle of death'.

When we hear the term "learning from experience", it doesn't only refer to own. We gain these by listening stories, reading historical events, seeing from documentaries.

As life is too short, experience is gain quickly by learning. Where could we catch these up if it's not from our surrounds?

[Eng] Happy Birthday

As the day comes and goes,
Never enough that God gave us our life, heart & souls,
Providing the relative time & space continuum,
Which puts us shelter we call home,
Cherish the people around,
As we never know when they'll next be found,
But hope, prays & wishes upon,
So that in Heaven we'll met soon.

[Eng] Happy Teachers Day

Although this post has missed its due date of the mentioned event, but still in the mood of appreciating the one who have thought me during school days. My best wishes & prayers to those who spread the teaching to help developing a humankind brought in this world by God Almighty.

[BM] Metodologi Belajar

Suka betul bila melihat karya kawan aku ini (Syed Hazran) sehingga aku selalu tertunggu-tunggu bila ia akan keluar untuk aku baca. Karyanya kali ini berkisarkan teknik-teknik belajar semasa zaman kami di bangku sekolah menengah dahulu untuk menghadapi PMR 2003.

[BM] Bila Lelaki Masuk Ke Dapur

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Kemahiran Memasak Adalah Satu Keperluan

Saya pernah menyertai perkhemahan "Wilderness Adventure" ketika berumur 16 tahun. Dalam program tersebut ditekankan cara penyediaan makanan di tapak perkhemahan. Sayangnya, apabila ditugaskan kumpulan sendiri memasak, sebahagian lelaki tidak mengambil peduli malah ada yang tidak mengetahui cara membasuh & membersihkan bahan mentah. Pada saya, rugi benar lelaki tidak tahu asas memasak. Ianya juga seolah-olah menampakkan bahawa anak lelaki tidak pernah mengambil tahu apa yang berlaku di dapur sewaktu ibunya sedang masak.

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Makanlah dari benda-benda yang baik (yang halal) yang telah Kami berikan kepada kamu, dan bersyukurlah kepada Allah, jika betul kamu hanya beribadat kepadanya.[Surah Al-Baqarah: Ayat 172]

[Eng] Old Nostalgic Stuffs

While I was cleaning up my drawer, I saw these few things which brought back my old memories around my good ol'school days

I never could understand, why people would wishes and kept reminding me that I'm getting older and older, year by year.. Usually I won't have to worry about it, since i never got any wishes/letters/cards apart from my family.. But that time, for some reason, there were some people who kept track of my birth date, surely supprise me (and freaked) out a bit... Even I didn't care about my own..

[Eng] Path I've Chose

5 days after my last written words (in my black book). Those were about:
1) Genius vs Perspiration
2) Lucky vs Blessed
3) Imagination vs Hallucination
4) Jealousy vs Envy
5) Interest vs Love
6) Pretending vs Truth
7) Friends vs Rivals
8) Cool vs Hot
9) Past vs Present vs Future

Mostly related about my current situation in Egypt. More precise about studying medicine &  as a student in Muslim Country (or rephrase that : as a Muslim Student)